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March 26

phew, its been a while...

i dont think anybody reads this page anymore...well other than the medical trackbacks i received over the course of my hibernation. i feel the need to write, i hear its call. i've been fighting it for so long but i can't anymore. it's been eating me up inside.

that said, my life is pretty good. other than my job, everything else is moving forward. and i haven't met one person who actually likes their job!!!

one person did think it was funny to give me a topic on yeast infection! well, not so tough really, but we'd have to break it down to whether this infection is caused by yeast on humans or to the yeast itself. and yes i have no fucking idea what i'm talking about. but i did go to a lousy bloody skin specialist who told me that he line on my nose was yeast infection, when it actualy was something called a solute. ah, what would i do without my doctor ex-girlfriend. she's a good friend now...but she really has to stop trying to diagnose my every problem. i'm a fuckin hypochondriac, and it really freaks the shit out of me.

oh the same stupid skin specialist also gave me a cream for my hands which proceeded to remove all the skin from my fingers and the back of my hand!!! some doctor! i think they just give medical degrees away. "ah, u look like you're stupid enough! here's your degree. go out there and fuck people's lives up! you have our corrupt blessing!"

that said, i'm still happy. you want to know why? i'm in love. and its been a while since i felt like this. infact, i don't think i've ever felt like this before. never felt so completely at peace, so completely free. never been so happy. its like a weight has been lifted, my feelings of darkness, my premonitions of death, all gone. far away, far far away.

and my friends. we suddenly seem to have become closer. like we grew at the same time...and we grew together. its special when this happens. doesn't happen all the time. I know, that if i need them they'll be there, and i know that i'll be there for them. its special.

so there it is...an update to end all updates...see you in a couple of months. or not...i just might be back sooner.

rock on baby!

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	Sanjana Shahwrote: back again and you aint here still. some love story you been cooking up ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,so has the story progressed??? Do I hear wedding bells my friend????? Jan. 31
	Born giftedwrote: hey you really fell in love anda new story began huh??/ you having so much fun that you havent come back. good for you , but you no what someone does come to this space and that someone is me. so atleast just post a comment about whats going on in your life. hey Bingo i miss your comments on my space reall y I do , so you better come back. Mar. 29
	Sanjana Shahwrote: well i m back again to visit you and you havent still visited your own space. whatsup . your blog getting cobwebs . you need to do some spring cleaning. July 10
	Sanjana Shahwrote: well i m back again to visit you and you havent still visited your own space. whatsup . your blog getting cobwebs . you need to do some spring cleaning. July 10
	Sanjana Shahwrote: well i m back again to visit you and you havent still visited your own space. whatsup . your blog getting cobwebs . you need to do some spring cleaning. July 10
	Sanjana Shahwrote: well i m back again to visit you and you havent still visited your own space. whatsup . your blog getting cobwebs . you need to do some spring cleaning. July 10
	Sanjana Shahwrote: well i m back again to visit you and you havent still visited your own space. whatsup . your blog getting cobwebs . you need to do some spring cleaning. July 10
	Sanjana Shahwrote: well i m back again to visit you and you havent still visited your own space. whatsup . your blog getting cobwebs . you need to do some spring cleaning. July 10
	Sanjana Shahwrote: well i m back again to visit you and you havent still visited your own space. whatsup . your blog getting cobwebs . you need to do some spring cleaning. July 10
	simone burchellwrote: aww.... thanks, i feel cooler already... :") whens ur next update? \\|*\|/ June 26
	simone burchellwrote: i like ur lists, especially the, what not to read one.... \\|/ June 19
	Dhriti Menonwrote: Hey! (Sorry for the late reply) :P Jesus, its beeen loooooooong since ive checked my blog. Anywayy how you doing and all? Oh Btw i Got a 71% overall. Which is okay-ish i guess. But dammit i expected more in english atleast!, Im sending my english papeR. DAmn that stupid ISC board. BAHHHHHHHHH. I got a fucking 78% in english when i expected much more.I slogged my ASS before the literature paper. jeez, i hate shakespheare!!! Lol, ahhh feel much better after that rant XD. anyway. Im no more a school girl. and all this college stuff is effing scary. I swearr sandeep, all i want is one more year at school and ill be contented. :P. anyway this is silly. we should be on each other's messenger lists! lol. so add me! dirtyrulz_8@hotmail.com. later da!:) June 7
	Sanjana Shahwrote: he there whats up my friend . ive come a couple of times. but no update from you. come on hi time your updated. hope all is well with you. June 1
	Dhriti Menonwrote: Hey you, Yea its been awhile, and im not really doing so good Im mad at the whole world, evryone. even my best friends I have an anger problem i think, coz yelling at people has become a part of my daily routine Oh yeah and i get yelled back at too, which makes it worse. Anyway my boards are going on, have my last exam tommrw.I know fucking nothing, Yea, been wasting time online I just hope i pass Good luck with everythinng! I heard your in love and all nudge nudge, wink wink. thats awesome:) Mar. 27

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